September 11, 2011
— Russ from Winterset What can I say? It was any other Tuesday. I got up, showered, and hopped in the car for the commute to work. At the time, I had an 8-block commute to the office (it's up to a mile & a quarter now), and I already had a CD in the player keyed up and ready to go, so no radio for me. I had no idea what was going on at the time. Since I'm in the Central time zone, my commute took place between the two plane strikes.
I got to the office, turned on the radio, and while I was organizing the tasks on my desk I heard a lot of excited talk in the background. Something about plane crashes? And a fire? WTF?
I hopped back in the car and drove home to turn on Fox News, and while I was watching the first tower fell. All I could think of was "How many thousands will be lying dead in that rubble?" I kept watching the other tower and trying to remember all the facts from my Steel Structure Design class back in the late 80's: Fireproofing materials sprayed on steel beams can only protect them for 30 or 45 minutes, and when structural steel gets hot it starts to deform like cooked spaghetti. And then? Well, you know what happened.
Honestly? My guesses as to the death toll were nowhere near 3,000. I was thinking 10, 20 even 50 thousand New Yorkers were going to be buried in that rubble. I remembered thinking that Tom Clancy was going to have an especially bad day because he used a jumbo jet kamakazi attack against a Presidential address to a Joint Session of Congress at the close of one of his novels. It's funny how some thoughts stick in your head.
And then we heard about the Pentagon. How many planes were still up there rocketing towards targets? Holy shit, this is really happening. And then the gloom set in. What about follow-up attacks? You can kill people with one bomb; but if you want to kill a shitload of people, set a second bomb off an hour later to take out all the first responders and volunteer aid workers. What about releasing sarin or mustard gas onto the bridges leading out of Manhattan? All those people walking out of New York in a daze were just ducks waiting to be shot.
I don't remember thinking "Thank God Gore didn't win the election", but I'm sure it did occur to me sometime that day. Not really a day for politics, just uncertainty.
One thing that I saw that day didn't hit me until hours later. Mid to late-morning, I remember looking to the South and seeing one plane traveling East to West. That's not unusual, since we're pretty much directly on a line between Des Moines & Omaha & most of the Eastern traffic flying into Omaha flies close to Winterset: but didn't the Feds close down air traffic completely after the second tower strike? Well, yeah....unless you're flying Air Force One and you want to get the President to NORAD's command center West of Omaha.
One of the gas stations in town jacked up their prices from about $1.30 to $2.50 by noon, but by dinnertime they had sheepishly lowered their prices back to the original amount....and the manager had a letter to the editor published in the next week's local paper apologizing for their reaction to the tragedy. Small towns, eh?
I do remember thinking "Who could have done this?" for a second or two, but then I remembered "Oh yeah, Muslims! Duh." The USS Cole was still a fresh memory. So I'm a racist. Whatever. I do remember some dark thoughts about how to respond that popped into my head that night. Nukes? Yeah, I went there.
Looking back ten years later, I thank God that my pessimistic death tolls didn't come to pass. I thank God that there were only 19 suicide bombers instead of 190. I thank God that sarin gas, ebola or even a dirty bomb laced with cesium stolen from hospital x-ray equipment didn't make an appearance that day. I thank God for all those who ran towards the fire & smoke that day, and for all the others who came in later and busted their asses trying to pull even one survivor out of the rubble. Especially after a couple of days, when it became clear that a rescue operation had turned into recovery of bodies & body parts. I thank God for the passengers of Flight 93 who decided that whatever else happened their plane was NOT going to become a human piloted cruise missile.
Most of all at the time, I thanked God that my family and I were safe. Because I'm human.
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Posted by: steevy at September 11, 2011 05:23 PM (fyOgS)
Posted by: proudonkey at September 11, 2011 09:21 PM (NadeK)
So your Planned Parenthood takes care of that for everyone?
I'm one mile from the Pentagon. My day was a little more frantic. Did you know that the smell lasted for a week miles from the Pentagon?
Posted by: dagny at September 11, 2011 05:24 PM (3dYi7)
Posted by: Osama bin Truck Monkey, TEArrorist Son of a Bitch at September 11, 2011 05:24 PM (jucos)
Posted by: Peaches at September 11, 2011 05:25 PM (/ybwc)
I arrived at my job, and joined the rest of my stunned colleagues in one of the conference rooms. When the station we were watching suddenly switched to a view from Washington, before the announcers could find out what they were showing I said, "That's the Pentagon." For the next 30 minutes, we all watched silently until the WTC Tower 2 collapsed. That's when the spell finally lifted for everyone and the true evil of what we were witnessing bore it's dark fruit.
I composed this on the first anniversary of 9-11, with the intention of creating a video to accompany it. I have never really gone past the initial stages for the video, as I still react so viscerally to the images—my somber mood returns to white-hot rage at what this 7th century cult of death wrought that day. So this song remains as tribute to all who lost their lives on that horrific day, and especially for those who ran towards the catastrophe and showed how selfless sacrifice will always ring eternally over death's empty sting.
Posted by: goozer at September 11, 2011 05:26 PM (vQcKN)
My best friend was spared that day because a guy refused to hold an elevator door open for him.
Posted by: a moron at September 11, 2011 05:27 PM (PqyOZ)
My memory of 9/11 started as a 19 year old who had just been kicked out of university the prior spring for spending my freshman year living the AoSHQ lifestyle. I was enrolled in a local college, think it was the third week, first class wasn't until 10:30 or something so I was sleeping in.
My mom didn't have work that day so she was just doing housework and had been watching the morning news which of course was covering the first tower having been hit. A few minutes after 9, I had the strangest wakening of my life. My mom busted into my room screaming, "Wake up! We're under attack!" To which I just responded with a dumbfounded, "huh?"
She dragged me in front of the tv as she hysterically told me she was watching when a second plane flew into the other building. It didn't take long to understand what had happened. She wanted to know what we should do, so I just suggested we should go down to the yacht club where we could see the Manhattan skyline across Long Island Sound, 17 miles or so away.
So we hopped into the car, and 3 or 4 minutes later were looking out over the sound. The Twin Towers being the only huge skyscrapers in downtown make them easy to pick out on a normal day, but the plumes of black smoke against the clear blue sky were the most obvious indicator. Within a few minutes, a local cop car pulled up and two officers got out. We asked if they knew what was going on, but they were there for the same reason me and my mom were, just to watch.
The first eerie thing I noticed was the quiet. There's always a ton of air traffic, from where we were, it's usually hard to look around and not be able to count a dozen planes in the sky, but there was nothing, and the lack of the regular background noise was very apparent and unsettling. We did see a few fighter jets soar by, adding to the unease.
The cops had left their car on, and the radio was broadcasting one of the NYC news stations. What they were saying just faded into the background, until one of the newscasters started yelling, "The building's falling!" Staring at the skyline, sure enough, one of the towers appeared to almost split, then disappear from view. We all stood in stunned silence. I remember thinking about Obi Wan when he sensed a great disturbance in the force, I knew I just watched thousands perish, maybe even people I know.
Over the next few minutes, lower Manhattan was slowly engulfed in an expanding dome of dark dust. It's still an image I've never seen again in the ten years since. I've seen many pictures and videos from a much closer perspective, but never anything from my perspective, it was really like something out of a sci-fi movie. One of the cops had a camcorder with him and I'm sometimes tempted to ask the PD if I can get a hold of it, just to confirm I actually saw what I remember.
We heard when the radio said the second tower had fell, but didn't see it through the dome, the only change was the dome would grow blacker.
We continued to stand there for some time in silence, how long, I really don't know. Eventually we left, meet up with other friends, try to get a grasp of the situation, and find everyone immediately close to us. I was lucky, nobody close to me died, but 13 men and women from our little town did not return home that night or ever again. Everyone knows someone who lost a husband or a wife, a brother or a sister, a mother or a father.
It seems to me that more and more, those who wouldn't end up directly affected by the massacre that day, have become ever more complacent in their vigilance to stop these murderous fucks. But what can I say, I live in NY, solid scoamf territory, the people here are idiots. I do what I can though, to remind myself and those around me of what happened that day, and that the job we must continue to do.
Posted by: mugiwara at September 11, 2011 05:31 PM (KI/Ch)
He was talking about current events, and he said, "Who's that guy who declared war on the U.S. a few years ago? What's his name? It sounds like a Jerry Lewis bit. Oh, yeah! Bin Laden. 'Hey, LADY! Bin LADEN! SheBOYgan!'"
Isn't it weird thinking back to a time when almost nobody knew who bin Laden was, and if you'd heard of him he was just some comical weirdo megalomaniac Arab who'd declared war on us all by himself?
Posted by: Llarry at September 11, 2011 05:32 PM (jbgd3)
For weeks we had low flying aircraft over our house. We'd literally cringe every time.
Just a couple of days ago, a couple of military jets flew REALLY low over our house. You still find yourself wondering, WTF?
And I grew up with an Air Force pilot dad and all, so I'm not "sensitive" to planes over the house.
Posted by: Jane D'oh, Tea Party Terrorist and Barbarian at September 11, 2011 05:33 PM (UOM48)
Posted by: Cheri at September 11, 2011 05:36 PM (BA8k3)
I was editing a website all morning on that tuesday, TV off, didn't hear about it till about 1:30PM when I turned the TV on. By that time they were showing clips of the days events, and being a heartless prick suspected of having aspergers the first thing I thought was WOW, hollywood could never in their wildest imagination create a scene like that.
Posted by: Jimmah at September 11, 2011 05:37 PM (F13r2)
And we have first responders who jumped in their truck with their dog and were among the first on "the pile" for the first couple of weeks, until the dog was seriously injured.
Our paper here today featured stories of the many people who dropped what they were doing and drove north to help.
And several families here never found the remains of loved ones who died in the towers.
Yeah, it was strictly a NYC thing.
Posted by: Jane D'oh, Tea Party Terrorist and Barbarian at September 11, 2011 05:38 PM (UOM48)
There were AWACS (radar planes) over DC for weeks after the attack. They droned on all night long, night after night. You'd just lie there pissed and glad that you were being taken care of.
I remember being so outraged that the closest fighter jets to DC were at Langley AFB in the tidewater (Hampton). Really what country doesn't have fighter jets anywhere near its seat of govt?????
They do now.
Jeez
Posted by: dagny at September 11, 2011 05:38 PM (hVOQF)
It was also unsettling because people knew that there was going to be a war but not how we would fight it. My history teacher told us the next day that our generation would be tasked with a call to serve, and I am so thankful to all those who have placed their lives in harm's way so that we may be free.
Posted by: Miss80sBaby at September 11, 2011 05:39 PM (o2lIv)
The thing that stands out ten years ago is our then eleven year old son.
He never cried, not once. He came home from school and said, "When I'm a grown up I'm going to be a soldier and kill all those bad guys."
Ten years later he's a Marine, preparing to do just that.
Posted by: Jane D'oh, Tea Party Terrorist and Barbarian at September 11, 2011 05:40 PM (UOM48)
Posted by: Pug Mahon at September 11, 2011 05:48 PM (nzRGp)
Posted by: Peaches at September 11, 2011 05:50 PM (/ybwc)
I normaly watched Fox news in the morning, while getting my 10 year old twins breakfast and ready for school... but that morning I was running a bit late... so did not turn it on...
Heard about the first plane hit on the Radio, as we left the house to take the kids to school...
Dropped off the kids... went to work where I was teaching Network Engineering (MCSE) to adults... and tried to both watch what was happening online, and teach... needless to say I cancelled class as the Towers fell... but no one left except the one guy whose kids were in School in Downtown Denver... he went to get his kids...
Mine were in the Southern Burbs (Highlands Ranch) so I figured they were safe... but I did pick them up as soon as I could...
Two days later I bought a New .45 to practice with, because I was SURE I would get recalled back to the Navy... turns out that I was marked as 0% disabled when I retired... so no recall...
Posted by: Romeo13 at September 11, 2011 05:53 PM (NtXW4)
I'm a vet, son, nephew, great-nephew--or whatever it might be--and brother of vets. I follow military affairs and military history.
I had not heard much news until about ten in the morning, when the Towers were down but other planes were reported to be unreported.
It was war. There are certain ways you think about war; white-hot anger at those who attack, review personal plans that might be relevant, try to think of who I might know in NYC--I'm in the midwest--or DC, so forth. Think about our military resources and political leadership. All SOP for war.
Next day, I had to call a regional office of Met Life. Asked if they'd heard anything from HQ in NYC. Nope, said the lady. Different from standard war thinking. Felt both as if the country might be decapitated, but that we could soldier on regardless due to decentralization and American spirit. Madder, though. Madder now than then.
Posted by: Richard Aubrey at September 11, 2011 05:54 PM (wxHHM)
Posted by: Jane D'oh, Tea Party Terrorist and Barbarian at September 11, 2011 09:40 PM (UOM4
/SALUTE
and ten years later... my Son is in the Navy... waiting on orders....
Thank God, Jehovah, and the Creator, that those young Men are still out there.
Posted by: Romeo13 at September 11, 2011 05:55 PM (NtXW4)
And in a wonderful bit of cosmic juxtaposition, a commercial for the Marines is playing as I type this.
Posted by: goozer at September 11, 2011 05:55 PM (vQcKN)
oh yeah, it occurred to me pretty fast I was glad that fucking asswipe gore lost, because I knew with Bush somebody was gonna pay big time, Algore would have just greased up his own ass in appeasement.
Posted by: Berserker at September 11, 2011 05:55 PM (FMbng)
Posted by: holygoat at September 11, 2011 05:57 PM (2ptZ1)
Found out later that one of my wife's uncles, ~50+ at the time and 30 years out of the Marines, heard about the attacks, put on his old fatigues, threw water bottles into the back of his car and drove from Boston to NYC to help out. He stayed for 3-4 days before coming back.
The most eerie thing I remember about the event was the complete lack of anything flying for the next couple of days, except periodic views of an F-15 flying over Phoenix.
Posted by: NewEnglandDevil at September 11, 2011 06:00 PM (ob6vp)
It took me so long to wrap my head around what was happening. I didn't get to the point of acceptance for a long time.
Posted by: rdbrewer at September 11, 2011 06:21 PM (fN9ue)
I was in a hotel room in Mt Carmel, PA getting ready for my grandmother's funeral; my brother came pounding on the door, yelling at me to turn the tv on, a plane had hit 1 of the Trade Center buildings. I turned the tv on just in time to catch the second plane hitting the 2nd tower. I told my brother "that was a passenger jet". We went on to the funeral, but all I could think of, all anybody could talk about, was what had happened. After the funeral, we all returned to my grandmothers house to eat, and get ready to drive back to NC. By this time, the towers had collapsed, and we were hearing about flight 93, and the Pentagon.
It was a weird drive home. I-81 through Virginia was almost deserted, and I can remember thinking how strange it was with no planes in the skies. We would stop every now and again, and I would attempt to call my wife from various pay phones (those were my pre-cellphone days), but could never get through, which was really scary. I got home-finally got in touch with my wife and then ended up having to go into work when my PD called "all hands on deck".
Posted by: DaveinNC at September 11, 2011 06:22 PM (/NgNT)
Posted by: TheGarbone at September 11, 2011 06:34 PM (O3f8/)
One other thing I remember thinking that day? The planners for that attack must have consulted a structural engineer on where to hit the buildings.
Hit them too low, and you're dealing with stronger supports that are designed to hold up the WHOLE building. That's what happened in '93, they hit the foundations and tried to topple the whole structure in one blast. Hit them at the top, and you just damage the floors you hit. No, you have to hit them about 2/3 of the way up: so that the weight of the floors above the impact damage will cause the structure around the impact to fail and start pancaking down on the floors below. Let gravity do most of the heavy lifting for you.
Not a surprise that they had that knowledge avialable to them. All the Pakistani & Arab muslims enrolled in structural engineering over the past few decades, and none of them are devout muslims with sympathies to the Al Quaeda death cult? Not bloody likely.
Posted by: Russ from Winterset at September 11, 2011 06:44 PM (/MEFr)
September 11th is my birthday. My two little kids were standing in front of me looking incredibly precious in their school clothes and backpacks trying to sing happy birthday to me while watching the horror unfold in front of their young eyes.
After the first airplane hit and all the confusion from the networks we weren't sure if it was an accident or terrorism. My father called me from Colorado, and like me he's a retired USAF MSgt, and while we were watching the second airplane hit the South Tower.
Terrorism.
It wasn't 80 year-old grandmothers, little kids, housewives, blacks, Latinos, Japanese, Chinese or any other of the countless varieties that make up our Republic. It was Islamic Jihadist who didn't give a damn about women, children, husbands, fathers, mothers, aunts or uncles - they just wanted to kill American's to further their religious/political goals.
Lucky for them a good, decent, and thoughtful man was President that day. If it had been me, the Middle East from the West Bank to the Indian shoreline would be radioactive for another 200 years.
Bastards.
Posted by: Murph at September 11, 2011 06:55 PM (8q89E)
Happy birthday and thank you for your service! God bless you and yours.
Posted by: Peaches at September 11, 2011 06:59 PM (/ybwc)
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Posted by: Bunny, the terrorist, plus added bonus, Barbarian at September 11, 2011 07:23 PM (TN7KL)
I was in a meeting, the normal Tuesday morning production meeting we had. The receptionist came in and said a plane had hit the World Trade Center. So I kinda blew her off because it had to be some little plane, stupid pilot off course.
She came in and told us a second plane had hit. Pretty soon, her young husband came to the office and brought a little TV, we all could watch. As we watched the towers burn, I remember saying, "Osama Bin Ladin". I knew who he was, and the connection to the twin embassy bombings and the Cole bombing in 1999.
One of the Lab techs that worked for me was crying, because her son was in his senior year at West Point, and she knew this meant war. West Point was locked down tight. He graduated in 2002 (the Bicentennial class of West Point). A few years later she showed me his year book and pointed out all the guys who were already dead from accidents and war.
He did three tours in Iraq, the last one started in 2008. The first tour started in May 2003, and was pretty bad, the second tour was worse. He lost people in his command to IED's and snipers.
A close friend was in the Air Force National Guard, and did six months starting in November of 2001 in Pakistan. The air base he was at was a staging base for Bagram in Afghanistan.
10 years out, and the rest of our lives to go.
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Posted by: Bunny, the terrorist, plus added bonus, Barbarian at September 11, 2011 07:41 PM (TN7KL)
Posted by: Bunny, the terrorist, plus added bonus, Barbarian at September 11, 2011 07:49 PM (TN7KL)
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Posted by: Nemo from Erewhon at September 11, 2011 08:44 PM (z3JFT)
I was working night shift so I was in bed. My wife woke me up early, as I was coming down the stairs she told me "We've been attacked" and then about the towers coming down. I didn't really believe her at first, thought she was pulling some kind of sick joke (even though that is NOT her style).
In the family room, the couch was pulled out from the wall. My wife had made my then 5 y.o. daughter play behind the couch so she couldn't see any of the images on TV. I got sicker and sicker as I watched the reports from that day, my stomach still flips whenever I see images of the Towers in flames.
I write this while on nights again, again I get the all the coverage on my own personal delay.
Posted by: Paul at September 11, 2011 10:20 PM (KDUNf)
I've still got the copy of the Atlanta Journal/Constitution from that day up in the attic.
Posted by: Lone Marauder at September 11, 2011 11:03 PM (5SxTX)
I was on Free Republic when the report came in "a small plane has hit the twin towers..."
I took one look at the picture and the fireball and went to where she was and told her
"We just got attacked by terrorists..."
Posted by: backhoe at September 12, 2011 02:36 AM (rFdqZ)
I continue to be thankful that I live in the best Country in the world, and my allegiance to support and defend will not abate, ever. I soldier on for those who cannot.
God Bless everyone who died that day and especially those left behind. God Bless everyone who has made a difference. Amen.
Posted by: DefendUSA at September 12, 2011 05:03 AM (c81D+)
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Posted by: proudonkey at September 11, 2011 05:21 PM (NadeK)